Well I got my first one but im ready for a second one. I have a feeling that when i feel bad or like my life is going to hell that my only solution is getting a tattoo because i feel like the only way i can fix myself express myself is through tattoos. In my head its okay because at least im not cutting myself. It's been at least 5 months since I slipped and began cutting again. Before it was a month. Some of my friends know and well the try to help but there really isnt much they can do...
But my Second tattoo is in the works. And so are the rest. They're all really meaningful there not dumb. That one up there represents my dad. He's been sober for 8 years now. Has not had a drink for 8 years. Thats strong. Every year he gets a coin and on that coin the saying"to thine own self be true" is on there. Thinking about getting the tree of life to represent my mom. She's my tree of life. Then after that I'll get my anchor with the saying "be the one to guide me but never hold me down" surrounding it. It just reminds me to not be with people who bring me down which i always seem to break. The next ones are small and have to deal with my body my self harm and my childhood.
until the next ,
Stay Beautiful;
Amee,
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