Lately I feel lonely forgotten insecure... im not happy with anything anymore. I have lost myself yet again. My friends have left. I have come to the realization that no matter how hard I try at friendships and relationships they never seem to work. I cant be with my bf anymore it just doesnt work. Im a guy in every realationship meaning that im the one who ends it im the one who makes up lame excuses as to why i cant be with them anymore. I cant deal with it anymore. I dont know what to do with myself. I hate mysself my emotions my body my everything. I wish i was prettier skinnier happier.. Im nothing i will never love myself which means no one can love me. Because if i dont love my self first how can i accept someone to love me.
Fuck MY Life!
stay beautiful
Amee,
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